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Posted on 2005.11.15 at 17:55
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Hey buddies wuz up? Nothing much with me just here chillin at Ara's house trying so freakin hard not to be depressed over Adrian. Man dud I don't know how I'm gonna get over this I mean I think I really fell in love with him or something cuz I remind myself that it's gonna be alright and then I think "omg what the fuck did I mess up on? What did I do wrong?" I seriously think it's my fault I mean if it wasn't mine then whose was it? I don't know but everytime I see him I get torn up inside I just wish he was mine again and we were happy like we used to be. I don't think that's goona happen though even though I wish it could. If he were to ask me out again I would seriously go back out with him like in a heartbeat and I know it sounds stupid cuz of what he did to me but I want him back. Oh man I sound so freakin pathetic I swear I think I'm gonna remain single for a while but I'm not sure. But anywho I think I'm gonna let you guys go now. Thanks for the support and I'm glad that u guys are there for me.

Love always and Forever,
The Pothead

Posted on 2005.10.24 at 14:37
Current Mood: lovedloved

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Hey Buddies! Wuz up I haven't written in her in a while. Man u guys I'm the most happiest gurl ever. Everytime I'm with Adrian I swear I don't wanna let him go. He's just so adorable and I can never be mad at him cuz he'll smile and then I'll just melt. AY MI AMOR!!!!!!!!!!! I'm retty sure that I'm in love with him. and then tomorrow we're gonna be two weeks together! Ay man I'm so in LOVE! Pero anyways man the retreat that me, Lilo, and Cynthia was pretty alright, except for that dumb whore Dalia. She's such a fuckin hypocrit and she can just talke her bullshit and stick it up her ass. I mean she's just stupid and she fuckin ruined everything and ayyyyyyyyyyyyyy! she's such a fuckin dumbass. Laterz guys cuz the bells gonna ring.

Love ya!


Posted on 2005.10.10 at 15:03
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Man u guys I'm freakin emotionally hurt that it's so not funny! Man like i just wanna cry and sleep cuz I'm tired and destrot. Like every single one of the guys I like has an fn girlfriend and it sux cuz I mean outta three guys there should at least be one that's single. I mean I thought me and Victor had a reall connection but then I guess he freakin tricked me. Like I thought he liked me but I guess not, I mean who could blame him I'm not the best prize in the world. Gosh man I think I'm just gonna start focusing on that cute freshman but if he's short well then maybe nah. I'm just so freakin confused I wanna cry. Man my b-day was alright and it was fun when me and the jas went to red lobster. Oh and I was watching Mean Girls yesterday. Pero anyways, I'll chat with u guys laterz cuz I'm in yearbook.

Love always and forever,

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Hey buddies!

Posted on 2005.09.12 at 15:27
Current Mood: coldcold
Hey guys I barely realized that I haven't written in like a long time. Man well I guess the last thing in my last entry didn't happen cuz I did hook up with Carlos. Man that dance was so freakin awesome and woo man i was dancing the whole night, huh jasmin? We danced so freakin much. Dude some people have been looking at me weird since the dance. Maybe they didn't expect me to be such a dance freak but u know i am. Gosh man like it was so kewl!!! I still feel like dancing cuz i was sad when we had to leave. My mom wanted to make me get dressed again so i can take pictures like profesional ones. I was like mom I don't wanna break their very expensive cameras. I think we all looked pretty good. Jasmin u looked cute! Then gay came to dance with me and i was like, "what the hell?!" He just came outta nowhere and I wanted to get my groove on but he was still there. Man Jasmin ur dad is so freakin funny i thought i was gonna piss my pants when he was making up that conversation at Lilo's house. With the Poochie Poochie, hehehe... Then the thing with ur mom's neck when she couldn't turn to the left or the right. Well I gotta let u guyz go now. Latez! Muah*

Kinda bored!

Posted on 2005.08.06 at 20:43
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Here i am on the computer kinda bored cuz i'm waiting to go to oasis with kristen and it's kinda poking it. Man I 'm not sure if i'm gonna wanna hook up with that guy carlos cuz danny said that he's not my type so nah better nah. Dang man hopefully i get ot see the hot ass worker. Oh man tomorrow i'm gonna have to work on my 5 page research paper and i don't have a flippin' clue on what i'm gonna write about so ya i'm not sure if i'm gonna pass that stupid a.p. class i think i'm gonna have to go to regular. Anywho man i can't find no freakin' pants that aren't loose on my thighs and man it's freakin' pissing me off. Man the hottest guy in the skool right now is johnny cuz man i can't stop lookin' at that sexy thang. Like i think heh got hotter this year and pablo still going out with that bi muthaflipper. Man he needs to get the idea in his head that she's gonna dump him for a girl. Hehehe... That's freakin hilarious. Well i'll let u guys go now latez!

Posted on 2005.07.20 at 00:06
Current Mood: draineddrained
50 Questions

Erase my answers & put in your own. THEN FOWARD to friends and make sure to send one back to me so that i can know you better PEACE OUT!!!

1. What is your middle name? i don't have one

2. What color shirt are you wearing rite now? my brown udaho one

3. What are you listening to right now? missy elliot "gossip folks"

4. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 15

5. What was the last thing you ate? tostada

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? black

7. How is the weather right now? it's a burnin'

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? my momma

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? their smile

10. Favorite type of Food? mexicana

11. Do you drink? ya sometimes

12. Do you smoke? nah

13. Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did? nah not really... what a party pooper

14. Hair color? dark brown

15. Eye color? dark brown

16. Do you wear contacts? depends

17. Single? sadly yes

18. Favorite Month? october

19. Are you a virgin? like i'm gonna tell ya... but since i'm proud of it ya i am

20. Last movie you watched? Anchorman

21. Favorite Day of the Year? New Year's

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? yupperz

24. Hugs or Kisses? both are cute

25. chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla

26. Do you want your friends to respond back? if they're no busay

27. Who is most likely to respond? who knows

28. Who is least likely to respond? who knows

29. What books are you reading? none unless my journal counts

30. Piercings? none

31. Fav. Movie? Sleeping Beauty

32. Fav. baseball Team? Dodgers!

33. Fav. American Idol? kelly clarkson

34. Any pets? Dexter the perro

35. AIM: chicka89@msn.com

36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? buttered

37. dogs or cats? dogs

38. Favorite Flower? alstroemeria

39. What do you do when you wake up in the A.M? lay there

40. Do you still talk to your best friends from intermediate school? sadly nah

41. What's on your desk? just some papers and pencils and junk

42. Rock Concert or symphony? symphony

43. Play or Opera? play

44. Have you ever fired a gun? no

45. Do you like to travel by plane? ya

46. Right-handed or Left-handed? right

48. How many pillows do you sleep with? 1

49. Are you missing someone? mmmm, yupperz

50. Did you like this survey: it's aight


Posted on 2005.07.19 at 23:48
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
This is my wish to be honey and man i don't think that i'm ever gonna get him. I can dream can I. Anywho hey peoples I'm finally gonna go back to Chuco Town tomorrow and i'm awaiting the more than 12-hour trip. Yay I get to see all my buddies. Woo-Hoo!!!!!!! I don't wanna sound like a mama's gurl but I missed my momma. I'm really that i'm gonna go back cuz i missed it over there and calling u guys and hanging out. Man i'm gonna miss the hot guyz over here. I'm gonna miss my little bro even though my sis tells him to tell me that i need to take a bath. Man that little boy talks to much. I still love him though. Oh hey here's my schedule:
*A-Day-2nd Lunch
*AP Us History

*B-Day-1st lunch

Yup buddies that's it. Man how boring that i have history and math at the start of both days. Aw chucks! Oh man i finally get to go see my wish to be honey and man hopefully he's still lookin' sexy. Man this summer went all to waste like i wanted to go back to school a different person not in personality but in looks and i didn't accomplish my goal. Oh well I guess I'll just have to live with it but it's all good. Man hopefully i get some good guyz this year cuz the past two weren't that good. This year I'm gonna stay focused I can't get side-tracked. Oh and hopefully they put my donuts back in the vending machine cuz i missed those bitches. Hopefully mrs.paugh lost most of her bitchiness cuz man that's getting old. Anywho well i'll let u guyz and hope to talk to u when I get back to the casa. Latez!

Love ya lots and alwayz,
Geo or the frisco

Hey Lovelys!

Posted on 2005.07.09 at 12:40
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Hey guys wuz up?! Omg i'm like so excited to write to u guyz cuz i miss u guys so much! U don't know how happy i am to say that school is almost here cuz then i get to see all of u togethers. Then we can hang out together like we usually do. Man we better have some classes with each other or else someones pay! Oh man u know what mrs. paugh wanted to do she wanted my sisters book to cover amanda's charge for her book so amanda didn't have to owe anything. Man that pissed my mom off so she had to pull a mission impossible. Cuz the new book person told her to keep a low profile. My cousin is starting to be a real bitch cuz he gets mad when i hit him. Then he's all "oh you're getting on my nerves!" i was so hurt cuz i was talking to my mom and then he made me argue with him and i swear i felt like kicking him in his huevos podridos. Gosh he really pisses me off. Then my nina made breakfast and than he kept eating all the pancakes and theres like 10 people up in this biznatch. Oh and yesterday hehehe... I was watching seed of chucky and it was so fuckin' funny. I think it's way more funny than scary. Oh man Santi went to my house today to go clean my backyard. How embarrasing! Ah oh well were buddies it's kewl. Oh man, yesterday i got some good ass ice cream oh man it was so delicioso! Then I had some nachos which kinda kept falling on my cousins bed I kinda pretended like nothing happened and man those are good. Dude i think i gained some weight cuz when i came to my grandma's house all i had to do was eat because it's kinda boring. I mean i know i'm alwayz hungry but i had to go eat soemthing like all the time like i was never full. And i'm still here so i don't think that i'm gonna survive. Ohhhh!!! I think i'm gonna go to six flags next week with my little brother and my sista. It's gonna be so kewl if we actually go. I just wanna get out and be free. I can't be inside all the tuime it's kinda like exhausting. Have u guys watched Kim Possible? Man cuz i was watching the movie and it was so cute! When me and my cousin were watching it we were like awwwwwwwwww! Cuz it was so adorable! But anywho sorry for taking up your time!

Love ya lots + alwayz,

OMG! I miss u all so much!

Posted on 2005.07.05 at 10:27
Current Mood: refreshedrefreshed
Hey wuz up guyz?! Dude on the third it was so freakin so awesome! There were like so extremely sexy ass guys! I mean everywhere i turned there were some fine ass guy and trust me we would of got some guys cuz most of the gurls over there were pretty freakin' ugly. I think that I was gonna go to six flags with my little brother and Carla. Hopefully we do go cuz i haven't been there in such a long ass time. Man i love that my space shit cuz I've found so many people that i used to know since like elementary. I've found some of the guys that I've liked and man u know what sux some of the guys I used to like when i was little have gotten fat. Not all of them but most of them. I think it's kinda funny though cuz i liked them in the good dayz! Cuz i don't wanna be mean cuz if i saw them right know I probably wouldn't have liked them and i mean it's not just cuz they're fat it's cuz i like them the opposite and u've seen i with the rebel(*cough* he's still hott *cough*) He he he... I fell bad for u guys for not being here for the 4th of july thing man it was like guy heaven. oh my cousin bought me a giant pineapple with a smoothie in it and it was good except for the part where i got whip cream on myself well then i like it off. Well I gotta go eat right now so, Love ya Guyz!

Love alwayz,

Another boring ass day up in this beautiful state.

Posted on 2005.06.27 at 02:05
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Well hey guys, what's been going on lately? nothing much with me just being here fucking lazy and not doing anything but yesterday i went to go see the movie "Mr. and Mrs. Smith". Man i was so fuckin dissapointed in that shit i mean it wasn't that good and the action seens kinda sucked so overall it was pretty boring. I also went to my step-grandma's house and damn she has some hot ass sons wich are technically my step-uncles. Imean i had some emotional problems with one of them but the other one is so fuckin gorgeous and he's 19. He's nto that old, right? He's like such a nice guy and he's in love with video games cuz today for the first time in like who knows how many years and that's all he was talking to me about. Like the new PS3 and the X-Box360 or something like that but he's like really kewl. I was sitting in the living room by myself and then he comes again to talk to me and he's all "oh shit here he comes again" like if that's what he thought i was thinking. I was thinking what hell this fool was talkin about. He's really nice though and his brother didn't say hi for shit. He just kinda walked quickly by us. I mean i know he's still kinda weird about what happened between us but he's gonna have to kinda get over it. Their mom was all trying to make them bring us sodas, he he he... it was kinda funny cuz they kinda didn't listen to her. Their dad is like so hilarious. He was like asking me all these questions about my life then he told me that he cared about me and i was like "what the hell!?". I mean i know he's my step-grandpa and al but why would he say that i mean i don't know them that well even though i've been to their house billions of times. They also thought that i was still in junior high. I didn't think i looked that much like a little gurl. Oh fuck! My brother's coming today and fuck he just kinda frustrates me sometimes when he doesn't let me see his cousins cuz he thinks i love them more than him. My little sister is so mean to me cuz yesterday she rolled her eyes at me and i din't even say anything to hers but whatevers. Oh man i forgot to mention that one of my sisters friends knows this use-to-be hott guy named Chris and he was all telling me that Chris spent the night and that he made that bitch sleep on the floor cuz he didn't wanna catch S.A.R.S. I was all cracking up. Too bad that hottness had to go to waste. I'm probably writing too much so i'll just write later.

Love alwayz,
Geo a.k.a. Molasses

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